﻿<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8"?><rss version="2.0"><channel><title>chinky_angel's Xanga</title><link>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/</link><description>Latest Xanga weblog from chinky_angel</description><language>en-us</language><ttl>60</ttl><image><title>The Weblog Community</title><url>http://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gif</url><link>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/</link></image><item><title>Wednesday, July 25, 2007</title><link>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/606097840/item/</link><guid>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/606097840/item/</guid><pubDate>Wed, 25 Jul 2007 10:27:57 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;Mich has moved her blog to &lt;U&gt;Midnight Rainbow&lt;/U&gt;:&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P align=center&gt;&lt;FONT size=7&gt;&lt;A href="http://michelle.eternalglory.org/" target="_new"&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;PLEASE CLICK HERE&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P align=left&gt;I promise that this is the last time I make a new blog. =)&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P align=left&gt;Comment me there and leave a not if you wish me to link your blog site =)&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P align=right&gt;&lt;EM&gt;Love always, Michelle&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/606097840/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Sunday, June 24, 2007</title><link>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/599636427/item/</link><guid>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/599636427/item/</guid><pubDate>Sun, 24 Jun 2007 06:43:42 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;Hi everyoneeeeeeeeeeeee~&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Did you notice that my &lt;U&gt;wishlist&lt;/U&gt; (can be viewed on my &lt;A href="http://xanga.com/chinky_angel" target="_new"&gt;xanga&lt;/A&gt;)&amp;nbsp;has gone down? Awesome yeah?&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;You know how my school bag's &lt;STRIKE&gt;dying&lt;/STRIKE&gt;? I got a new one! Well, two... but same difference- a white JAG bag and a sparkly grey suede one (totalled only to $102 or something XD)! David Jones has the best sales at times ^.^ I saw this Sass &amp;amp; Bide t-shirt discounted to $60 but it was a bit see through-y, so didn't end up getting it even though it's heaps nice... I might change my mind and go back and get it though. I love sales. Bought 2 earrings for only $6 there! Great stuff. Can't remember what else now =X I have such a bad memory.&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Went shopping last week too, but can't remember all the things I got.&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Nearly the end of school, so that's sort of nice. Shall be a nice break (even though there will be heaps of studying and lots of things for me to catch up on).&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Welcoming of the Cross &amp;amp; Icon on the 1st July. Live performance by &lt;STRONG&gt;Guy Sebastian and Paulini&lt;/STRONG&gt;. Tell me if you're going and we can meet at Darling Harbour (Cass, can you go? Crystal, do you want to come?)? It starts at 1:30PM.&amp;nbsp;I'm supposed to tell people not from my Youth Group about it =D It should be great fun =)&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Okay, enough jabber from me. I'm off!&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;&amp;lt;3 Mich&lt;BR&gt;xox&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/599636427/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Now-- Night of Worship ;; Gifts =)</title><link>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/593601984/now---night-of-worship--gifts-/</link><guid>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/593601984/now---night-of-worship--gifts-/</guid><pubDate>Sun, 27 May 2007 08:33:04 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P align=center&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;&lt;EM&gt;&lt;U&gt;COPYING AND PASTING THIS&amp;nbsp;FOR YOU, JUN. YOU BETTER BE APPRECIATIVE OF THIS!!!&lt;/U&gt;&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Last night was great fun! &lt;STRONG&gt;Night of Worship&lt;/STRONG&gt; at church XD&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Starting bumming there around 6 and had dinner =) Took some random pics and &lt;EM&gt;Jess&lt;/EM&gt; took more random pics, half of which I deleted because it either a) made me look retarded or b) someone looked retarded in the photo =)&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;The theme was &lt;U&gt;the Holy Spirit&lt;/U&gt;, mainly because today is &lt;U&gt;Pentecost&lt;/U&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt; &lt;/STRONG&gt;and also because &lt;STRONG&gt;World Youth Day&lt;/STRONG&gt; (WYD), which will be held in &lt;EM&gt;Sydney&lt;/EM&gt; next year will be themed around the &lt;U&gt;Holy Spirit&lt;/U&gt;. What joy!&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Anyway, back to &lt;STRONG&gt;NOW&lt;/STRONG&gt;, it was random fun at first. &lt;EM&gt;David &lt;/EM&gt;invited his girlfriend &lt;EM&gt;Jessica&lt;/EM&gt; and it was awesome. But hard to believe he had a girlfriend, and one that could control him at that XD It was wonderful with her there! &lt;EM&gt;Winnie&lt;/EM&gt; and I were allowed to pick on him and he had to be nice for once xD&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;The band was awesome too, and I'm glad I didn't have to play in it. I had this massive coughing fit at around 9 until the end, so that was awful. I couldn't sing after that =( &lt;EM&gt;Dom&lt;/EM&gt; and &lt;EM&gt;Claudia &lt;/EM&gt;and someone else (la la la, don't know who, wasn't actually watching them play, I was watching the woodwinds, brass and string instruments) had this keyboard exchange and later &lt;EM&gt;Claudia&lt;/EM&gt; told me that&amp;nbsp;they basically shoved each other off during exchanges, but in a nice way.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;EM&gt;Fr. Fernando&lt;/EM&gt; did a great talk as always =) And overall, the night was fun, enjoyable and lovely. Didn't have one-on-one reconciliation though, since I went to confession just last week BUT my knees still hurt from kneeling so much last night. I should have worn jeans &amp;gt;&amp;lt;"&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;We did random maths and played random songs during the intermission XD I hadn't enjoyed myself in ages, so it was a nice relaxing night =)&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;It was youth mass today and we sang lovely songs! They have become my favourites overnight. LMAO* Had lunch today too. I didn't know &lt;EM&gt;Sister Seeto&lt;/EM&gt; was going to give us lunch, so we all bought our own tickets and lunch so there were like a gazillion spares =X La la la~ And there was cake!!! But&amp;nbsp;I was too full for any. It's the nice cake from hotels, and the type where the chocolate just MELTS in your mouth! Yummmm. Also got my baptismal gift today =) But don't get my certificate because it's apparently not "official" even though it is! It's because it wasn't signed by someone validated by the Diocese. Psch. But apart from that. Great stuff, especially since I had red cordial XD Made me sort of hyper after the first sip =) Maybe I should have had the green one, but I had that last week and I was craving red ^.^V Wheeeeeeeee~&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;Anyway, I'm blabbing and I should be doing more maths revision =) I don't mind related rates of change, but I hate everything else =.=;; Maths is evil =(&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;I'm off!!! Squeeeeeeee~&lt;BR&gt;&lt;BR&gt;-- Mich&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/593601984/now---night-of-worship--gifts-/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Thursday, May 24, 2007</title><link>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/592898924/item/</link><guid>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/592898924/item/</guid><pubDate>Thu, 24 May 2007 11:06:36 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;Mmmmm... just felt like blogging again, and I've decided I'll &lt;EM&gt;alternate&lt;/EM&gt; between my &lt;U&gt;LJ&lt;/U&gt; and &lt;U&gt;Xanga&lt;/U&gt; =) It'll be cool ^.^V&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Now, what to say? Hmmmmmm... Well, I guess the &lt;STRONG&gt;contents&lt;/STRONG&gt; matters not, since I'm blogging to procrastinate =X La la la~&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Got our jerseyes today =) Twas good. A bit too green for my liking though =.=;; An ULGY green. POOF! My jumper fits underneath my jersey! HURRAH =) Stupid company made some mix-up though and &lt;STRIKE&gt;screwed up&lt;/STRIKE&gt;&amp;nbsp;a couple of jerseys &amp;gt;&amp;lt;" RETARDS!!! Anyway, I didn't mean that offessively =)&amp;nbsp;I should stop calling people mean names when&amp;nbsp;I don't mean it =.=;; I shall start with Jen. LMAO* Sign of affection indeed, but hey, it'll be nicer if I called her nice names yeah? &lt;EM&gt;**nods head**&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Stupid assessments coming up... we'll all need encouragement, or at least I do.&amp;nbsp;Hehe~&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Just a little prayer for us all... asking my patron saint, &lt;U&gt;St Michael, the Archangel&lt;/U&gt;, to kindly intercede for us =)&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;&lt;EM&gt;Saint Michael the Archangel,&lt;BR&gt;defend us in battle.&lt;BR&gt;Be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil.&lt;BR&gt;May God rebuke him, we humbly pray;&lt;BR&gt;and do Thou, O Prince of the Heavenly Host -&lt;BR&gt;by the Divine Power of God -&lt;BR&gt;cast into hell, satan and all the evil spirits,&lt;BR&gt;who roam throughout the world seeking the ruin of souls. &lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;&lt;EM&gt;Amen.&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;May we all know what it is that we're meant to do and to give us the strength to resist all evil (I guess this means procrastination).&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;God bless you all. See you all at school tomorrow, or whenever I'll see you next =)&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Toodles~&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P align=right&gt;Love Mich&lt;BR&gt;xox&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/592898924/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Monday, April 30, 2007</title><link>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/587431602/item/</link><guid>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/587431602/item/</guid><pubDate>Mon, 30 Apr 2007 08:24:12 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;Sheesh. What's with the sudden influx of updates on Xanga? o.O" It's so weird =)&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;School's been somewhat busy. I have some catch ups to do. La la la~ Otherwise it's really quite free =) Which is totally awesome ^.^V I didn't make sense did I? Haha.&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Silver Lining is on hiatus while I get the new layout up. It's almost done, except I'm trying to work out the CuteNews comments and I have to upload a whole lot of graphics again... or I might use old links and slowly change them as I upload them to the server =) I think I'll do that. Saves me work and it's quicker! Oohh~ And I worked out how the php header and footer thing works now! It obviously only works with php pages (same as the CuteNews script). DER! How dumb of me to only have realised recently. **twiddles fingers nervously**&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;BOTHERS! I had something cool to say here... but now I've forgotten =( **cries in my emo corner**&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Ooohh~ You know what? Mummy spent $22 worth of candy on my brother and me!! YAY! We got Hershey's Kisses (a nice big packet), Jolly Ranchers (just one of those pocket sized packs) and Hairbro Coke Bottles (a medium pack I think?)!&amp;nbsp; Yum yum! OMIGOSH! And I saw Thornton chocolates! They are the smoothest kinds! It's 1,000,000 times better than Cadbury. I swear! But then again, I always knew Cadbury chocolates sucked (excuse the bad language). Only they don't have the premium collection in Australia &amp;gt;&amp;lt;" Only the classics. So guess we'll have to get them sent from England again. I LOVE my imported candies and chocolates ^.^V&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Anyway, enough about food, it's making me hungry. (Hey, maybe you can send me some candies niecey? [[not you Nhi, but you still owe me gummies =P]] I LOVE American candyyyy! I'll send you some other stuff in return?)&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Actually, I should be working... if it wasn't for niecey, I wouldn't have checked out a xanga entry and then I wouldn't&amp;nbsp;have been&amp;nbsp;checking out all the other updates and nor would I here... so back to work I go! (Yes, I do blame you Connie XP)&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;&amp;lt;3 Michelle&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;P.S: Chloe, I love my crucifx necklace ^.^ It's gold and pretty and shiny =) Mummy was smart (coz I was with her) and got it at another store and it was $10 cheaper for the EXACT same pendant!&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/587431602/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Thursday, April 19, 2007</title><link>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/584960887/item/</link><guid>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/584960887/item/</guid><pubDate>Thu, 19 Apr 2007 09:46:08 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;Hey all!!! Long time no see! I'm finally updating my xanga XD&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Let's see. Haven't been here for a while and it's nearly the end of the holidays. Hmmmm...&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Baptismal photos in my xanga photo album. It was a sort of tiring night =) But nice. Lots of photos made me tired of smiling. Haha. Got a few gifts! Mmmm... let's see (I really like gifts), I got a crucifix necklace from my mummy, a bookmark and plaque/standing thingy to place&amp;nbsp;with The Lord's Prayer from my Godmother Grace, a framed encouragement thingy from Aunty Gina, a flashing framed photo of Mary and baby Jesus and of course cool cards ^.^V&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Went to celebrate Hayley's birthday at the Easter show. It was really enjoyable XD Lots of fun and sillyness =) Also can find photos in xanga photo album.&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;City-ed on Tuesday with Crystal, Cassie, Winnie, Jeni and Jackie and Simmy (who ditched us for Superfans &amp;gt;&amp;lt;"). Stupid sticker photo machine was retarded so we have a photo with stars on a black background, pretty... but... hmmm... No photos in xanga photo album... (as yet?)&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Randomly shopped with mum. Didn't buy much though. I got a new bag and a dress... I think that's it? We saw nice shoes, but didn't have my size. RAWR~&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;&lt;MARQUEE&gt;NEWSFLASH&lt;/MARQUEE&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;I got my L's today ^.^ Was so nervous I was shaking when I had to sign my name =.=;; Then when we got home, mum went to a really quiet place and tried to teach me to drive. Let's just say I wasn't very successful =P No details here XD&lt;P&gt;Okay. That's all from me. I really can't be bothered to update any more =P But at least it's still an update.&lt;P&gt;&amp;lt;3 Michelle&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/584960887/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Monday, March 19, 2007</title><link>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/577900357/item/</link><guid>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/577900357/item/</guid><pubDate>Mon, 19 Mar 2007 09:04:52 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;7Hey all!&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Rejoyce! English is over! For us advanced people anyway XD&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Mmmm... my bruise starting aching in the middle of the gay exam. Haha.&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Omigosh! Do you know HOW I got the bruise? It was soooooo stupid! Norris and Vanessa were fighting and they kept pulling the kneeler down and pushing it up and I was in between and it whacked me right in the shin &amp;gt;&amp;lt;" Then I rubbed it SOFTLY because it hurt =( I really should have listened to Claudia and rubbed it hard or let her rub it... but hey, I don't like pain... hehe~ So I guess it'll be there for a while =P&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Anyway... enough ranting... here's something &lt;STRONG&gt;important&lt;/STRONG&gt;:&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;&lt;STRONG&gt;ATTENTION ALL!&lt;/STRONG&gt; As you all might or might not know, I'm getting baptised this Easter =) at the Easter Vigil ^.^ And well, Sister said it was a &lt;U&gt;big&lt;/U&gt; day for me and like, it's like any other special ocassion (did I spell it right?) and you invite family and friends, so I'm seeing if anyone would like to come to my church instead? Details:&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;7th April 2007 (DER!)&lt;BR&gt;7.00 PM&lt;BR&gt;Santa Sabina College Chapel (instead of St. Monica's)&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;But I think worship is in Cantonese? &amp;gt;&amp;lt;" So that might limit the amount of people wanting to come? =\&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;&lt;EM&gt;MEL&lt;/EM&gt;, would you like to come? But your siblings prefer the English one yeah? Anyway, think about it? It'll be nice to have someone from school out there being happy for me =D&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Talk to you all soon and STUDY HARD!!!&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;&amp;lt;3 Michelle&lt;BR&gt;In Christ Alone&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/577900357/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Tuesday, March 13, 2007</title><link>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/576533816/item/</link><guid>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/576533816/item/</guid><pubDate>Tue, 13 Mar 2007 09:38:41 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;**sniffles** Feeling sick again today. It's really bad =( I have this massive headache, which is much better now that I've slept for 3 hours and had my Panadol =)&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Mmmm...when did I last blog again? Mleh~ So long ago, I forget everything that happened in between.&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;I remember having this really bad runny nose on Friday and Saturday but before it was only a little cold. Then Sunday it was much better =) Not the sickness has gone haywire. LOL*&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Sunday was nice though. I wasn't late for catechism class even though I did my work for too long in the morning. We talked about the sacraments again. Nice revision. Haha. Feeling a bit hyped about getting baptised and formally joining the family XD I still have to figure out what I can do to help out at church though... hmmmmmm...&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Oh yeah, gave &lt;STRONG&gt;Justin&lt;/STRONG&gt; his belated birthday present, since he didn't tell me it was his birthday until the Sunday AFTER his birthday. He shares a birthday with &lt;STRONG&gt;Cass&lt;/STRONG&gt;. Hehe~ He was crazy over the card. LOL* It was just this really cute doggie too. (I'm doubting his sexuality =X I kid, I kid) Not sure what he thinks of the present yet because he didn't open it yet since we had to go to church (I gave him the present after youth group) BUT it's this really cute teddy. I wonder how guys are about teddy bears... I mean, it's a guy teddy, so it should be okay right? Hehe~&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;But yeah, you probably can't answer the question since you're all girls anyway (do I have boys reading my blog? **stares at stalkers**) Leave a message if you drop by? LOL* (that message wasn't to the stalkers but everyone in general)&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;OMIGOSH! STUPID &lt;STRONG&gt;niecey&lt;/STRONG&gt; saw ALEX FONG! **mutters**I hate &lt;STRONG&gt;Connie&lt;/STRONG&gt;**smiles** Hi &lt;STRONG&gt;Connie&lt;/STRONG&gt; **Waves** &lt;STRONG&gt;Ah Yee&lt;/STRONG&gt; loves you. Haha. Anyway... she's so lucky! &lt;STRONG&gt;Chloe&lt;/STRONG&gt; saw him too. And &lt;STRONG&gt;Jazzi&lt;/STRONG&gt;! And&amp;nbsp; who else? I forget who else but **Shakes fist**&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Oh and I wrote this a few days ago?&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;&lt;EM&gt;&lt;U&gt;Paths Ahead &lt;/U&gt;&lt;/EM&gt;(yeah, I borrowed the site title and added and s so credits to you both dear!)&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;&lt;EM&gt;Where these roads will lead me,&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;EM&gt;I do not know...&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;EM&gt;With headlight vision, I see only what is before me,&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;EM&gt;And I can only hope that I'll make the right turns&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;EM&gt;Through these twists and divisions.&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;&lt;EM&gt;Ever changing choices- one after another,&lt;BR&gt;I've made one and there's no turning back.&lt;BR&gt;In darkness, full of fear,&lt;BR&gt;We shall hold hands until we reach the end-&lt;BR&gt;See the light...&lt;BR&gt;For that's what you do, my dear friend.&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Thanks for being there for me &lt;STRONG&gt;everyone&lt;/STRONG&gt;! I really appreciate you all being there for me through thick and thin! No special credits to anyone in particular but yeah... thanks for the smiles and laughter you bring everyday. WAIT, I take that back, I thank &lt;STRONG&gt;si jeh&lt;/STRONG&gt; for always being there (most of the time) and never failing to make me feel better! I love you &amp;lt;3&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;s2 &lt;STRONG&gt;Michelle&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/576533816/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Monday, March 05, 2007</title><link>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/574699286/item/</link><guid>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/574699286/item/</guid><pubDate>Mon, 05 Mar 2007 10:05:48 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;things aren't what they seem. talked to a friend today-- she was pretty down. made me think back to stuff that happened last year. lost more than i gained. today was a horrid day. gah. lolx. tried to make her feel better. made me think back on some memories. well, actually that's okay. it's something i'm learning to get over. it's nice-ish the way things are now. just felt like ranting while i was at it =P lol. ignore this bit. it's nothing. serious. the next bit is what's annoying me &amp;gt;&amp;lt;"&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;so you think that there are people in your life, very close friends who won't hurt you. those in your life whom you thought were so close to you they wer like sisters. but in the end, it is they who don't understand. in the end it is those people who hurt you. why? because they are so used to being open, they just say whatever they want. they don't think if it'll hurt you. and if it does, they don't notice. or they don't seem to care because they think you'll get over it. get real! what hurts hurts! and it is definately these kind of experiences that leaves scars. der! so you cope for one day. try to avoid. next day, it all comes back, twice as worse. sure, my brother calls me names, but he's my brother. we're related through blood and no matter what, i have to love him. plus, he means no harm. he just gets annoyed easily. lolx. but others... you can't be sure if they mean it. are they putting it on? trying to get rid of you? hard to say. if you try to get away, they think it's your fault. they think it's you with the problem. yeah right&amp;nbsp;=.=;; so how exactly did i end up in this mess? the same reason, well one of the reasons, that (insert something/someone/whatever) was lost last year. stupid me. but yeah. i'm stupid. i believe in things i shouldn't. i probably trust to easily too. serves me right for exposing myself. serves me right for thinking i could do what i wanted. serves me right to think that others would care. serves me right to think that what others say is the truth. serves me right for giving in all the time. you know what? i'll stand firm next time. or retailate in such a way so as to give peace. i should be&amp;nbsp;a good girl. i really shouldn't be saying all this evil stuff. forgive and forget right? =) i would, as long as some topics stop getting brought up. seriously, i'ld be fine otherwise. i can go on like nothing has happened... well, almost as if nothing has happened =)&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;sorry, most of you who read this, it won't apply. the person it's aimed at won't read. haha. but yeah, nice to have a place to rant. so yeah, if you skipped that big paragraph to this, i don't mind. thanks for caring enough to read and listen to me. it means a lot. &lt;STRONG&gt;drop a message to let me know i'm loved even if you didn't read the whole bit?&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;&amp;lt;/3 mich&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/574699286/item/#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Sunday, March 04, 2007</title><link>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/574453258/item/</link><guid>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/574453258/item/</guid><pubDate>Sun, 04 Mar 2007 08:32:14 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;Saturday was evil &amp;gt;&amp;lt;" I was going to get up at 6.30 or 6.45 to&amp;nbsp;finish my tuition homework, but I didn't end up doing it. HAHA. I woke up a bit before 6.30 because some &lt;STRONG&gt;random lady&lt;/STRONG&gt; called me on my cellie and so, even though I was still sleepy, I picked up and said hello. All she said was hello? hello? and I replied with Hello! Then she's like, do you speak chinese... and I'm like yeah? (I was getting creeped because I didn't really recognise the voice, although&amp;nbsp;it was half familiar. Some aunty maybe? Not sure. Then she went back to hello again. I was a bit freaked, but yeah, at least she meant no harm, so I thought, maybe she's calling to ask me something, but then she hung up =.=;; Did anyone's mum pick up&amp;nbsp;your cell and call me? LOL* Because that happens sometimes and I get freaked &lt;EM&gt;**cough**&lt;/EM&gt;si jeh's dad&lt;EM&gt;**cough**&lt;/EM&gt; Anyway, moving on...&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Mmmm... nothing to say really. Haven't done too much. Oh yeah, got hosted at &lt;U&gt;Silver Lining&lt;/U&gt;! (which means the link I have at the top of my xanga is no longer valid, but you'll get redirected XD I'll fix it soon) So I updated a few goodies there, a PS brush set and 3 textures, then added some old stuff and somewhat new&amp;nbsp;stuff&amp;nbsp;to my portfolio. =)&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;That's all for now, I just felt like blogging. HAHA. **i'mnotaprocrastinator**&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;&lt;EM&gt;**smiles**&lt;/EM&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;Take care everyone!&lt;/P&gt;&lt;P&gt;&amp;lt;3 Michelle&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://chinky-angel.xanga.com/574453258/item/#firstcomment</comments></item></channel></rss>